History of my comrades

 A history of my comrades Wed Jun
early peach season, the four set out running cast Concert. Hongyan not abandon the bad old Weng, loving feelings really add up. Laugh quarrels are as interesting, every night you think I want to heart. Together embracing Two gracious, young and old comrades are ecstasy. May Jun body hard as iron. Qingyun Wang Jun career step. Zhihen Laoshen their lives close to the goal more difficult to see Jun Wang. sorrow was everlasting endless, paper tears a few lines form just. I hope connected to biological science, life and death never Banjun.
write from there onwards it? 3.4 in 2002, the month of my school north of the city, though, the temperature still rise very quickly, not cold, peach open well. July 2002 graduated from the University of the fast, so in March I went to the middle of a city internship, returned to graduate school to do the design. may be early April, one day, as do graduation, class time is free, but also I came to One is said to be the city's gay base, on the day I met the father said, Ye Hao Ye Hao said that her husband or that BF stuff, the elderly, from that moment on, do not know why I fell in love with him, mind that I have found elegant mind. I have a dream has been very sober moment for playback in my mind, that was my last year of college before high school to do a dream. dreams of people are like now I father, is very real, a wearing a black shirt and pants hundred, shape extra baggage, means kindness can be more than 50 years old male lying in my bed upstairs told me congratulate you, give you a Bo Li ; paper airplane that God gave me, I love love him, love too obsessed fan I almost committed suicide.
day that we met in the fisheries side, the left my pager number to him, A few days later, I received his pager, and I am glad to lay down graduation to see him, that day is also very good,UGG boots, not hot nor cold
, very comfortable, to about, we find had a quiet place, to understand each other some things. he calling me to his house, so we had the first time. From then on I was too obsessed with him and his fans want to meet every day, every day lying down together, Enjoy the most beautiful thing human. time flies, gone on to 6 months, and one morning in early June, the same did not in his family, told me in the past, but to his home, sitting on the sofa before me fine for a while, he called his former gay friends, older than I, by the way forgot to tell my father's case, the whole of that year he was 56 years old 30 years old than me. He told me not to be jealous, he first call me and his friends having sex, he looked at, but I do not agree, so some of his heart is not high (at that time my heart really hurts, I love how people can do, ah, I'm disappointed, but I do not know why I still love him and forgive him), after a while he and his friends entered the room, they are 69 type up, my heart is very sad, a love I think people will like me for me to know 2 months, I have always thought that was my favorite of my elegant, how can it be, I am pain, angina pectoris. I stood up from the sofa, walked in front of their houses, said to him, I'm leaving I turned left, you can just go to his gate, he was pulled, and he let me go, also I stayed, they were finished did not have clothes to wear a wet blanket to do the static on the couch for a while, his friend is not high heart away, then I am also very sad to go. I do not know why I continue to love him and he continued to contact. Why do I want to and his continued development is another reason the middle of May, I order him to stay in his job in the city signed the contract (signed work contracts before I test him, that I want to leave this city, when he was very disappointed with some pain Some do not want to leave my heart, but also I decided to stay in the city). from the place after that, I do not know why, I love him even more obsessed with him, cause I always do not believe him, do not believe that he is true to me , I just play fills, I have always felt that he was carrying other friends .7 the month of graduation, and I do not know is always infatuated with him, we have a date for a safe place, I found a very down a simple flat rent to live, not to live in the dormitory units to arrange. when I just graduated, income less, the monthly rent is out of my own, every time that he arrived, I gave him what to cook and can not say that every time he come to the environment is not good, that I will not have, but I still followed his efforts to improve, but he was looking for various reasons do not come to my room to see me this square. is more pregnant with my pour his love for me, always calling him to his work place looking for him, as long as he does in me, I stop like crazy to call him, beat him home, to his office to play , then there is really some love to hate, hate insisted he discredited, there is knock on the door several times to his house looking for him, no matter who his family there. That month, I really like the crazy , do not want anything, because he loves to hate love. but also because we want to forget how many times he went to look for other fisheries to forget his old, but each is very disappointed to find that he can take the place in my heart position, no one can make me addicted to him. I'm obsessed with the end of his suicide, self-mutilation. That day I told him how, he does not, I hate him pull, and finally at home, a man with broken glass on the door handle cut, hand made me forget the pain of a lot of heartache, pain, pain finally had to call my understanding of this period, the old A (to forget he was known to the fishing grounds) to my house to see me, and then told him to I love the people I called, the old A very nice, but I do not love him, the old A called him and said I was the case, he was afraid that he will be ready soon look at me and saw me he told me how much better some, called A to I went to buy medicine for the old, finally gave me the medicine, I am very happy I was, designated slope ten times I am willing, as long as he accompanied me. I really think that time is now silly, you need to self-harm. The next day he came to me to cook, I go to work is that I was not careful planning, the program's heavy,UGG bailey button, a series of 2 weeks not good , every time I go to the hospital sad pain, are thinking, no longer affected by this crime will not be for him. Later we agreed to meet once a month, lasting for a few months. I could hand the pain that time reasons, much less his Chilian.
history of two of my comrades
loss over time of a day, my mind matured a lot, was secretly vowed not to go to his house in downtown, but also harassment will not call too him, forget him think of ideas, such as three-year work contract expires sad to leave the city. I stay in this city and he signed a three-year contract unit. want to leave early too difficulty, and could not be solved and the unit contract. I had to secretly suffering, think of ways to lift his obsession. nursed back pain in the hands of the stage, I often surf the Internet and friends I have in mind, searched and searched, ah, really hard ah, special is the love than the old. ah really hard to find old people, old and young, love the old too much. but also found a few, have seen a few times, including an old B, he lived away from my city 1 hour away, he went to the weekend to see me, I met a few times always forget him,UGG boots cheap, the old B is no substitute for him, the old B can not come often, but the old B more than he loves me, I bought the old B to buy this, I returned home with sister, you must walk from the old city B, the old B give me a ticket bought, sent me on the train and so on, but I finally did the old B that we feel I still like him. in and day between the old B and I travel with him, I like him, even if he called me scold I am willing to love him like he did not know at this time I was not very cheap . After a few weeks of formal and old B broke up, broke up with him before that I also like him, the old B I was badly hurt, I'm guilty, the month of 2007, we have 2 3 years of no contact pull,cheap UGG boots, I call to old B, can call for, and could not get through pull, I can only wish him here better than me to find old friends, happy to be alive. the old B when I know I wrote a poem Unfortunately, I forgot to pull. have a chance on the Park. to continue to get along with him, there is a previous month, see, see into the 1st half, we get a little better. but I forget the Internet to find better than him He should have 6 months of that experience coupled with pain in my hand, then I have always felt he was helping them unreliable. also ran into the old C.
old C is not very old, less than 50 years, we see side I do not like it, but he came to see me talk for a long time before we pulled him away from me beyond the city, he hardly managed to find reasons for a business trip to see me. I had to receive him. but we still occur 2 times sex. just my unit when he left something together to send him away. he left, he has called me and said he must come to me, how many times the old C crying on the phone told me to go to his Which cities. told me to wait for him so his children after graduation, and his wife a divorce came to me, and me too. By the way, I also have a small square before the change of living in a room to rent buildings for a living, for me, and I Chiai he can have a good safe comfortable life dating environment. I love it that he said that, said I was hot, that my breath, the air is not good. I have to solve the heat problem. I spent The little money to buy the units cool machine, but he barely more than a few times to see me. Every time I come, I open the window for air in advance, let him comfortable, so we maintain our relationship. As for my old C or directly back to his decision, we can not, he is pain in the end our love, love. I also blame myself, why would it become so.
time goes by quickly, I'm afraid He and I will become even less time together, I obsessed He also strengthened the pain along with the strengthening.
During this period, he to cure hemorrhoids, hospital pull. But, I am suffering for a long time can not see him, he will not let me see him, only opportunity to see him steal the time to take care of him, the days he was hospitalized, I am suffering, I can not take care of a person I love, I really , want to serve him, to take care of him. he was in hospital, he had his wife looked after him very well taken care of, I am very envious of his wife. One time I called him to see him, just his his wife also, he did agree with my wife to take care of him back. It was a night, I went to the supermarket to buy a drink he liked to eat the kiwi and milk (high-calcium milk specially designed for the elderly to buy food) official to see him. to the hospital his wife was not in, to avoid embarrassment, after his wife knew he was a little thing for him to take care of me for a while, probably, and he spent less than 1 hour, his wife came back to see me, I immediately stood up, called out, aunt. She is also very polite to say the sound came. when my heart is very bad, I feel I'm in scruples. After a while, aunt asked me to find the object the right, I said, talking a ( shortage in the heart of Caesar I do not know what it's like). She seems to doubt that we have a gay relationship, because she is what our city City Deputy Secretary, knowledge, culture is also high. She said something to me , what you have to love him, I do not understand, then only hear the first words she said I did not catch anything on the halo. face became very red, hot hot. I said nothing. My aunt said the sound back, you rest. I went up to go. I went home, and my heart feel good days, there was such a love of his wife, why should I insert in, do it a third party. Why ? why? but I never did give up his courage, fear and hurt I love him ah. afraid I left him I do not know what will become ah. pain ah!